An "outsider's" perspective.

Hi, everyone! My name is Emily and I run the light board for WOMAN AND SCARECROW.

This past weekend was "tech" for the show -- where all the costumes, lights, sound and props were layered into the work that the actors had been perfecting for the past few weeks. This weekend was the first time I was exposed to WOMAN AND SCARECROW and, let me tell you, I was seriously blown away.

The level of intensity at which the actors work is incredible. Felicia (Woman) and Jessica (Scarecrow) possess such beautiful and magnetic energy that captivated me from the very beginning of the show. Their connection is palpable. Felicia's commitment to her character brought tears to my eyes. Jessica's characterization and absolutely chilling portrayal of Scarecrow is fierce. Their relationship drives the show.

The support that Ahren (Him) and Lizzy (Auntie Ah) bring to the performance is equal parts refreshing and heart-wrenching. The way each character relates to Woman sheds light on haunting moments in her past. Ahren's ability to weave his inherent charm into Him gives his seemingly spiteful character a softer, more vulnerable edge. Lizzy's unique vocal qualities allow her to mold Auntie Ah's words into a striking melody that can, in one instance, both comfort and sting.

Never before have I been so awe struck by a play. The show offers so much to its audience -- humor, intensity, artistry and compassion. Each of the technical elements of the show combine to make the production a real "must-see." The student designers (Vandy Scoates/Set and Valerie Cavooris/Costumes) should be extremely proud of their amazing artistic work. Congratulations to Fr. David for creating such a gorgeously haunting production!

Please don't miss WOMAN AND SCARECROW (it's the Philadelphia premiere of the show -- how cool!) Thank you to everyone involved for creating such a brilliant and stunning piece of theatre!

-Emily

Light board operator

"Intensity and passion"

Hello all, Lizzy (Auntie Ah) here...

Initially, I read my character "Auntie Ah" as a strict, God-fearing Catholic Aunt. But as rehearsals began, I started to see her in a new light. She is definitely a 'no nonsense' type gal, but the tender connection with her niece (Woman) is subtle yet endearing. Auntie Ah is fulfilling her destiny in life -- after her own sister died, she took on taking care of the ailing Woman, which she considers her destiny. In this instance, Dan's dramaturgy was crucial to understanding this world's fascination with death. (Dan -- You're awesome!!!)

Working with Felicia, Jessica and Ahren has been an uplifting and humbling experience. Felicia is heart-wrenchingly tender and emotionally perfect. Jessica is captivating as she moves about the stage like a force to be reckoned with. Ahren is so cool, calculated and oozing with 'old Hollywood' charisma.

Father David is so wonderfully generous as a director. His intensity and passion for this piece is so deeply rooted in his efforts to get us 'into the world' of the play. He doesn't let us 'off the hook.' He finds ways for us to discover crucial elements of the play, characters and relationships.

With only a week of rehearsals left, I hope to achieve Father David's vision for Auntie Ah and will remember this experience with fondness and appreciation of working with such an amazingly dedication team.

Thanks to Allie Ward and her team (Maddie and Erin) for keeping all of us on task. Allie gets the job done but adds an element of understanding and compassion to this grueling rehearsal schedule in combination with grad school demands...

'Til next time!

Woman & Scarecrow ~or~ "I wish I wasn't in this play."

So, let me qualify the title of this post before we go any further.

Every once in a great while actors have the distinct privilege of being a small part of an amazing piece of theatre. On those occasions where I happen to be in that position, I say to myself, "Man, I wish I wasn't in this play." I say that because I desperately want to see the production in its totality...to experience it as an audience would. To be moved by it, rather than being a part of what moves it. That is, of course, a testament to great writing, wonderful production ideas and execution, sensitivity to process, and keen and thoughtful acting.

I am aware, too, that it’s a selfish thing to say and I hope it isn't misconstrued as a means of alluding to some augustness concerning my small part in the play.

More to the truth, it is a statement born from intense desire to have the soul stirred on some deep level.

But it is also (if I’m going to be completely honest) a statement born in a small way out of fear.

When something, anything, is worthy of your full attention, mindfulness, and care...can you rise to meet it? Do you have the ability to turn off (or at least tone down) the inner critic that says, "You can't, you can't, you can't. It isn't safe to be open and vulnerable." And that’s a constant struggle no matter who you are or what you do. I try my best to laugh at that part of me...to put on boxing gloves and challenge it in the ring, when I have the strength...to distract it with something shiny when I don't. And sometimes there is success and other times there are utter failures and complete breakdowns. When those breakdowns manifest in a process (and they always manifest) being in the wrong company can be devastating to an actor’s journey.

Fortunately in this instance, in Woman & Scarecrow, I am surrounded with wonderful, adventurous, and supportive people; in particular my cast mates. So, I'd like to talk about them for a moment.

I’ll be upfront about it…this play is scary. Scary in terms of the piece demanding sensitivity and an openness that only comes at great personal cost. It can be a terrifying place to live. It’s draining. Raw. Fragile. Points to the heart of individual sufferings. And asks for incredible trust and courage. My cast mates are willing to live in that emotionally expensive place night after night and I’m in awe of that, really. They don’t pull punches and they’re tenacious practitioners who attack this play. The exploration in the room is an amazing thing to be a part of and I’m very excited for people to come and see the nuance that these women breath into their roles. The work is phenomenal.

Last night I was re-reading Art & Fear, by David Bayles and Ted Orland, and I came across this quote, which reminded me of something Fr. David said when we started rehearsals:

“To make art is to sing with the human voice. To do this you must first learn that the only voice you need is the voice you already have. “

Folks...get ready to be sung to.

~Ahren Potratz (Him) first year Graduate Acting Scholar